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Current Music:Sweet Dreams - Marilyn Manson
Subject:More dress-up & Randomness
Time:06:40 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] excited
So as I was sat waiting for a bus, freezing my arse off in the cold I thought to myself "in an ideal world, the bus would come straight away, and I wouldn't have to wait for half an hour."
But, I don't live in an ideal world, then again, in an ideal world an Uruha-drawn carrige with an Uruha in it would take me to school...

Anyway, I'm quite looking forward to this evening. To raise money for charity me & my friends are staying overnight in a "haunted" library. Of course, the only REAL scary thing there is the Youth Service leader, who thinks it's funny to put spiders in his mouth then come show us, thanks Mike =/

We're dressing up as Scooby Doo characters o.O and I'm sat here dressed as Velma, feeling quite retro.
It was either Velma or I was going as Mitsuko from Battle Royale <3 unfortunatly my Mitsuko shoes would be quite uncomfortable after a while and no one else is cool enough to know who she is >.>

ANYWHOOO here is a piccyture of my awesomeness.
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Current Music:Level On Up - Saving Aimee <3
Current Location:Fairy Land
Subject:{fic} Sayonara Yuuto - Kazuki/Yuuto
Time:09:13 pm
Title: Sayonara Yuuto
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: paige_nevaeh
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kazuki/Yuuto
Summary: "Don't go...Please?"
Comments: Inspired by that delightful pic from ScReW's live in Finland xD. I haven't wrote a Screw fic in a while and that made me sad D: so enjoy this one!! I'm not too sure about it...I think I could have made it better.

 

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Subject:Halloween ^^
Time:08:32 pm
XD this is like the first Halloween were I have actually bothered to put myself a costume together & get to some Halloween parties (and scare small children in the process) sooo I decided to upload my costume because I think it looks pretty cool. I'm meant to be a Zombie Schoolgirl, but before I did the zombie make-up I looked like a contestant on Battle Royale o.O
PICCEHS under cut )
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Subject:{fanfiction} Hitcher - Aoi x Uruha
Time:11:01 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] anxious
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Time:06:21 pm

If I could go back in time I'd go back a couple of months to when I chose to take Georgraphy as a GCSE and give myself a good old smack in the face.

One of the worst desicions ever =/ Geography coursework is really THE worst thing ever, every time I sit down to write about The Traffic Volume in Darlington (seriously, who cares??) I feel my livers slowly starting to fail me.

I think it's just took me about 2 hours finish this piece, now I'm trying to chill by rocking to ViViD <33

Looking forward to Saturday though, I'm going with a few friends to a REALLY nice Chinese resteraunt for my friend George's 16th.

Saturday seems so far away. I have to endure four more hours of science and 2 hours of geography & ict o_e

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Subject:{fic} When They Were Young - Isshi/Byou - Kagrra,/ScReW
Time:12:40 am

Title: When They Were Young
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: paige_nevaeh
Genre: Fluff. A little angst
Rating: G
Pairing: Isshi/Byou
Summary: Do you remember when we met? You probably don’t, you were only five years old at the time. I remember that day, almost as if it was yesterday.
Comments: Oh no, I wrote yet another ScReW fic - haha. I hope you like this one, I think it's my best. Please have a read & comment. Thanks!

 

You look at me for a few moments, eyes sparkling, smile widening.  )

 

 

 

I remember that day, almost as if it was yesterday. It was summer, a fairly hot day. I watched that removal van all morning as it unloaded box after cardboard box– I can remember being so excited, I had hoped that the neighbours weren’t elderly and cranky like everyone else in the neighbourhood.

Then I saw that battered green vehicle pull up and you climbed out. I remember thinking how cute you were, you were so small for your age and you had that mop of long black hair which needed a trim.

My mother – being the woman that she is – marched us straight over to your house in her favourite white yukata, to introduce ourselves.

You weren’t at all shy, like a lot of small children would be; you gave me the biggest smile you could, your big brown eyes sparkling mischievously.

Your mother introduced you to me, she was a lot younger that my own I noticed – and she was ever so glamorous. She was dressed in a short skirt and a tight white blouse, and her hair was bleached blonde. I’d never seen a woman like her.

“But you can call me Byou.” You’d told me, you whispered it into my ear, and I remember the way your breath tickled my ear, and the way I couldn’t stop the grin from spreading across my face or the light blush on my cheeks.

 

I grew used to your company; you were quite a bit younger than me, but I quite liked having someone that looked up to me the way you did. We saw each other every day that summer. We were inseparable; I loved those days when we’d go down to the lake, we used to sing together – it was a passion of mine – even when I was a youngster. It was one of yours too; you had a huge voice for such a tiny kid. You loved to sing X Japan songs, especially ‘Forever Love’, though you’d struggle with the English bits; it was your favourite song. I wonder if it still is.

You used to spend most nights round at our place too, your mother worked late at night; mine would tuck you into the spare futon in my room and kiss us both on the forehead before we went to sleep. I’d wake up most mornings to find you’d crawled onto my futon; I didn’t mind you snuggling into me those nights. You smelt like chocolate and cheap shampoo – which can’t be a bad thing.

Every time you left the next morning my mother would shake her dark hair which she always had tied up in a tight bun. She’d say to my father that your mother was a silly young girl who shouldn’t have a kid, she’s also say what a shame that your mother had to ‘sell her body to old men every night’; I didn’t know what that meant at the time. How did one sell their body?

I know you always loved your mother; and she fascinated me too. She was what most people would call a ‘free spirit’ – much like you. You told me about how you moved around a lot; I guess you didn’t understand why at the time.

My mother always told me to look out for you. So I did.

 

You lived door to me for three years. We didn’t see each other as much, I had school and my friends, of course then it would be weird for me to be hanging around with an eight year old. We’d still see each other on those nights you’d sleep over. But I wouldn’t let you sleep with me anymore – that’s something I’ll always regret, you were a fragile young boy and I pushed you away.

Your mother didn’t come home one time. We waited all the next day for that old green car, you ran to the window every time you heard a car; but it was never the right one. You were so scared, you wouldn’t stop shaking, and I couldn’t even calm you down.

That night you slept at my house for the last time. I let you sleep on my futon with me, for the first time in so long. I held you while you cried, big broken-hearted cries.

“S-she promised she’d never leave me.” You wept, over and over.

I don’t think either of us slept that night.

 

The next day a kind looking woman turned up in a grey pinstripe suit – her long wavy hair matched the suit. My mother sent me and you to the corner shop to get some ice cream while the strange lady and she talked.

When we got back the woman -whose name was Ms. Minagawa- that she was taking you to live with your uncle in Tokyo.

And that was my first heart-break. I hugged you so hard I wouldn’t be surprised you’d broken there in my arms. I didn’t want to let you go; I couldn’t.

Ms. Minagawa touched you on the shoulder, gently.

“It’s time to go.” She said kindly, but firmly. And so I had to let you go.

“I’ll miss you.” Was all I could manage to choke out, my vision had gone blurry and my cheeks were already damp with tears.

 You pecked me on the cheek.

“I’ll miss you too.” And you gave me a small smile, as if to say ‘hey, I’ll be ok.’ You took Ms. Minagawa’s hand and she led you away.

I watched out the window, fighting back my tears until the blue minivan had disappeared completely.

 

Time passes. I grow older, but I never forget you. I start a band; we make it, big-time. I’m busy a lot of the time now, but I guess I’m doing what I always wanted to do.

Then some party pops up – a new band being signed to the record company.

I don’t want to go; I’m not a party person. But Nao, my best friend and band mate, persuades me, for the reason that ‘it’ll be a good laugh’.

So I do my hair and I put on something nice and go along to this pointless social gathering.

I’m standing with Nao and a couple of the other PS Company guys; Uruha, Shou. Nice guys.

Then our manager comes over to introduce this new band – ScReW, that’s what they call themselves.

I freeze the minute I see them. You…you’re one of them. Oh, how you’ve changed. You’re tall now, and your hair’s bleached blonde and you’re wearing make-up. I dare say you look just like your mother – only more beautiful. I’d recognize your cheeky smile and those eyes anywhere.

Introductions are made. We all exchange names and I notice that Uruha raises his perfect arched eyebrows, scrutinizing you, trying to figure out whether you and your band are worthy of his time.

“But you can call me Byou.” You say as you shake hands with Shou, then you shake mine and that same grin and blush cross my face.

You look at me for a few moments, eyes sparkling, smile widening.

“Isshi.” You say my name quietly, slowly, as if deep in thought.

It’s the happiest moment of my life.

Because I know that you remember everything.

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Subject:{fic} Eternal Insanity - Byou x Shin - ScReW/alsdead
Time:10:27 pm

Title: Eternal Insanity
Chapters: 1/1
Author: paige_nevaeh
Genre: Romance, sort of.  A little bit of smut.
Rating: 15+
Bands: SCREW/Alsdead

Pairing:
Byou/Shin
Summary:
“You’re not really who you say you are, are you? You pretend to be this cocky, sexy singer, but you’re not.”
Disclaimer: If they were mine I’d be too busy gawking at Byou to write about him.
Comments: I decided to write another SCREW fic for those who asked :] this is a lot better than my GazettE fic I posted last week haha. So please read it and tell me what you think.

You're a persistent little brat aren't you? )
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Current Music:Focus - Vidoll
Subject:[fic] Celestial Bliss - KazukixYuuto
Time:07:39 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] good

Title: Celestial Bliss
Chapters: 1/1
Author: paige_nevaeh
Genre: Fluff, romance
Rating: G
Pairing:
Kazuki/Yuuto
Summary: What exactly do you say to your best friend the day after you slept with him…especially when he’s still naked?
Disclaimer: Screw belong to themselves…not me Dx
Comments: I guess you could call this a kind of ‘long drabble’. I haven’t wrote a fanfic looong while, so I thought I’d write something sweet to cheer myself up. I hope you all like it.

 

Seal it with a kiss? )
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Current Music:Sakura - Luinspear
Subject:[fic] Wakaremichi - Kai/Aoi - oneshot
Time:01:14 am

Title: Wakaremichi
Chapters: 1/1
Author: paige_nevaeh
Genre: Drama/Romance/Fluff
Warnings: ManxMan kissing, some bad language.
Rating: PG-13
Pairings/Characters: Aoi/Kai (main) Aoi/Yune. Hinted Ruki/Uruha
Synopsis:  Set back in the ‘old days’. Yune has just left the band without an explanation and the rest of the GazettE are at a loss without their drummer, but Aoi’s hiding the dark truths of Yune’s sudden departure.
Disclaimer: the Gazette are not mine
Comments: First I'd just like to say a HUGE thank you to everyone who commented on my Screw fic. It was really nice to have some encouragement! This is one I wrote a few months ago. I spent quite a while on this one, so I hope you like it! I'm also working on a new Screw one too.

 

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Current Music:Vandalize - alice nine
Subject:[fic] It Doesn't Have to be Fiction
Time:09:31 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] accomplished

Title: It Doesn’t Have to be Fiction
Chapters: 1/1
Author: paige_nevaeh
Genre: Romance, Slight angst, AU.
Warnings: Sex, mentions of child abuse
Rating: NC-17, to be safe
Pairings/Characters: Aoi/Uruha
Synopsis: Though they were separated as teenagers, Yuu had never been far from Kouyou’s mind. Ten years later a tragedy brings them back together; but how can Yuu be the same kid he was back then?
Disclaimer: Not mine. Aww =(
Comments: This is something that I started a little while ago but then I abandoned it, but then recently I got some nasty bug and it seemed to wake up my muses. The story is a little weird, but I hope you all like it.

 

 

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Current Music:Mmm Bop - Hanson (i violated Hanson)
Subject:[fic] The Perfect Birthday Gift - Ruki/Reita - 1/1
Time:10:06 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] tired
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Current Location:My writing couch (lounge)
Subject:I'll Be With You - Kai/Ruki
Time:09:02 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] accomplished
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Current Music:Taion - the GazettE
Current Location:My lounge
Subject:Tsuki No Curse - Uruha/Aoi. Part 2
Time:04:46 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] geeky
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Current Music:Moon - the GazettE
Current Location:My lounge
Subject:Tsuki No Curse - Uruha/Aoi
Time:09:43 pm
Current Mood:evil
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Current Music:Calm Envy - the GazettE
Current Location:My bed
Subject:Snow - Ruki & Kai Oneshot
Time:05:56 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] satisfied

Title: Snow
Genre: Fluff, romance <3
Pairings: Kai & Ruki
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Unfortunatly I do not own the GazettE.
A/N: The fact that it has been snowing in England made me write this. I really did enjoy writing this one :)


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